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Sunday, December 30, 2018

SNS (12-29-18)

Saturday Night Synopsis
December 29, 2018

Before I begin, I heard that Toonami would be doing a New Year's marathon of Boruto and a couple of other things... point is that it was huge turn-off for me.

๐ŸŽฅ Shaun the Sheep ๐Ÿ‘
I wanted to start things off with something that I didn't watch before.
Why Shaun? Well, it looked like a cute movie with a side order of nostalgia.  Curse of the Were-Rabbit wasn't bad, and I kind of hoped for something like it from Shaun because it was made by the same people.
Sorry to say this, but I refused to force myself to the end.  I'm not saying the movie is good, but I'm not saying the movie is bad either... primarily because I didn't finish it.
I only got 20 mins in and I just wasn't into it... I felt like I wouldn't be giving a proper synopsis if I didn't genuinely care...

๐Ÿ“š Aozora Pop: Chapter 4 ๐Ÿ“ธ
I finished chapter 3, and it's nothing amazing...
Just emphasis to how she's sneaking around behind her father's back to pursue her dream.
Mainly, the chapter is about the picture revealed in chapter 3, and all that's really important about it is how the main girl and one of the photographers lost contact with one another.
Other than that, it's mainly the leading lady talking about her fear of being left behind again by a certain someone in addition to extra feels towards that freaking love triangle... ๐Ÿ˜“

๐Ÿ“š Boku no Hero Academia / My Hero Academia: Chapter 175 ๐ŸŒŸ
I decided to read a little because I was curious about what happened to Eri... apparently I got my answer.  In addition, it looks like they are preparing for another villain.

Look, I know it isn't much for the last week of the year, but I've made up my mind that I wasn't going to force myself this time...
I can only explain what's going on with me is like a fire in my chest...
It's not for anime, it's for God...
And I feel like if I don't answer that call, I'm going to be torn apart from the inside.
Any Christian who is passionate about God would understand a little bit to how I'm feeling right now...
Anyway lovelies... Happy New Year.

Friday, December 28, 2018

๐Ÿ’ค Sailor Moon and... Vegeta!?

I think I had two dreams, but I'm not even sure anymore...

Anyway, I was in this huge shopping mall: by huge, I mean like at least three levels, but I think there was four or five.  If you happen to remember the live action Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon... well, I was with Usagi.

She was looking for someone.  I had assumed it was Tuxedo Kamen, but when we actually got to the man, I had second thoughts... you see, I'm pretty sure it was a black man that she found and started confessing her feelings for.  Long story short, things didn't go well and as she went after him, he tried to lose Usagi in the crowd of people that was there that day... which was a lot. ๐Ÿ˜“

As her friend, I tried to keep up after Usagi but I did end up getting lost in the mall.  Exactly how much time elapsed, I don't know, but I do know that I did find Usagi again.  As expected of her, she was eating, but there was a sad look on her face that told me that the rejection beforehand was still bothering her.

Once I got to her, I tried to comfort her in what happened.  She insisted that everything was okay, and instead of being sad, we should go out to the mall.  I knew she wasn't okay, but what she said sounded good - it would have been better if we did something instead of just moping around.

We did stop at something, but I don't remember exactly what it was.  I imagine that it was for children because all of us got caught in this unexpected huge slide.  We tried getting back to the top, but either I was caught by Seiya or it was Usagi that was caught by Seiya and I was just seeing that in her perspective... although I'm pretty sure it was Usagi's arm that Seiya caught... ๐Ÿ˜‚

Exactly why it stopped here with them, I'm not sure, I just know that it went outside the mall with Bulma and Vegeta... who was in this weird conversation... about Bulma making her mind about showing Vegeta how to use the bathroom... because for some reason, if she doesn't, then Vegeta will never be able to show Trunks...

Look, the dream was weird, okay?
Just... weird... ๐Ÿ˜‚

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Akkun to Kanojo

Sooo... someone insisted that I watch Akkun to Kanojo... or My Sweet Tyrant.
And... I've got to be honest...
I only laugh like this to Saiki Kusuo no ฮจ Nan... ๐Ÿ˜‚
I have to skip over the theme though... Don't want to get tired of it too quickly, you know?

However, I will say this...
I couldn't put the anime down - I wanted to watch more and more episodes...
And I was forced to stop at episode 25 because that was the last one... ๐Ÿ˜ญ


Sunday, December 16, 2018

SNS (12-15-18)

Saturday Night Synopsis
December 15, 2018

๐Ÿ’ค Freaky Dream
Before I get into anything, I feel like I need to tell you about a dream I had.  I'm not going to lie, but some of it might have been rooted in what I was thinking about the two days before.
I'm not sure why, but I suddenly got really scared about how I get home from work...
Last night, the dream was me on that same road... as I was crossing the road, I saw two black guys heading in my direction.  I made a run for it... but as they started to run towards me, the dream ended...
Anyway, while I was with my mom and dad, I bought pepper spray and an alarm...


๐Ÿ“š Boku no Hero Academia / My Hero Academia
I ended up reading more than anything else, so that explains why I reached chapter #150.  My goodness, the crap that Red Riot goes through almost makes me want to grab a tissue... almost.
But Eri... sweet Eri... my goodness... just read it, will ya?
I don't know how to say what's going through my head right now... but my goodness, it's a lot.
Thankfully, I have more ideas for Koka and Sozuko... if I even want to keep those names.
As I said in another post, I'm halfway tempted to change Koka's name to Takara... if you have any ideas, please let me know.


๐ŸŽฅ How the Grinch Stole Christmas ๐ŸŽ„
It's a classic, I know... but I actually felt like watching it... surprisingly... and it's not even Christmas.


๐ŸŽฅ Elliot the Littlest Reindeer ๐ŸŽ„
Seriously, another Christmas story about someone who wanted to be something they're told their not?  In addition to this cliche story, there is a rich jerk who can barely speak a lick of English who wants the land and obsessed over beef jerky?
I just wasn't into this movie during the first thirty minutes... pretty fast faced, so I suppose that's fine, but it's a pain when I'm not even in the middle of a movie and I'm already bored...


Wednesday, November 28, 2018

Pregnancy & Races

Yes, another weird dream... although I remember waking up around 6:00, so it might actually be two.

The first one felt like a pregnancy, or at least that's what my impression was.
I was dreaming all this in the perspective of the pregnant one, so I think I was actually pregnant.
Oddly enough, there was something off in the air and it took some time to voice my concern: that I had not gained a lot of weight since the pregnancy.
The doctor said something after that that made me wonder for a while if my pregnancy was legitimate and most of the people left the room at some point.  I was left with my mother.
There was another baby in the room that felt like I was related to it somehow.  Something in me told me that it was my little brother because I felt like it had been my mother's child.  Why not? He was an adorable thing, really: a bit on the pale side with short black hair and royal blue eyes.  He seemed really chill overall, but how exactly I knew it was a boy, I don't know.
This part ending right around the time the doctor wanted to talk to me again, maybe to double-check the pregnancy or something.

Anyway, the second part seemed more generic in the sense of weirdness, it seemed like a race, only I remember seeing (or being) Izzi (the orange car from Auto-B-Good).  Only problem is that it's only once, which is why I assumed the latter.
Point black is that we started to race... and it's weird. There were many places that looked familiar to me, but I couldn't explain how. There was one set of a ramp going up that reminded me of the stairs you take before taking on Ganondorf in Ocarina of Time.
Exactly why it felt so labor-intensive, I'm not sure, but I was so stressed during this half of the dreaming.  Maybe that's why I feel so tired while trying not to forget?

See, this is what I get when I don't get any sleep the night before last night.  Sure, it was for exams, but that's why I made up my mind last night that if I was going to sleep, I was going to be okay with it.  Another mistake I made was not having my audio bible playing, as having it on keeps away the weird dreams.

My advice? Keep your audio bible playing... it helps, especially with energy levels.

Sunday, November 18, 2018

Your Name ( ๅ›ใฎๅใฏ Kimi no Na wa ) Synopsis


Okay, so I first mentioned this on DeviantArt, but I was recommended to watch Your Name ( ๅ›ใฎๅใฏ Kimi no Na wa ) and it was okay for a movie.
It wasn't a terrible movie, really it wasn't, I just think that the first thirty minutes were super slow.  Perhaps it was for plot purposes, but it still bugged me a little, you know?
However, I will give it points for the fact that it did make me cry at the end.
All in all, it was a touching story, pretty close to how Ore Monogatari touched me.

My only other complaint is the music. 
The music fit the movie, but in reference to my personal taste, it wasn't the best.

Would I recommend this movie? 
Hands down, yes, but as long as you're okay with the plot taking its time.


Saturday, November 17, 2018

MeruemxKomugi

For those who doubt the canon-ness of this couple, go to Komugi's Hunterpedia and look under the Trivia section.
The original version of Komugi's line in Chapter 317 ("Though I may not be worthy, allow me to go wif[sic] you") is an old-fashioned way for Japanese women to accept a marriage proposal.
ACCEPTING A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL! THEY MIGHT AS WELL BE A COUPLE!
#MeruemxKomugi

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

I had another one of those weird dreams last night. ๐ŸŒ™
There are doubts about everything about it, and I'm not even sure if it was all one dream.
Heck, most of it I don't remember most of it.

Anyway, it went a like this:
Iago, for some reason, had been hurt and Jafar was taking him down those infamous stairs to the secret room where he was escaping from Aladdin in the first movie. ๐ŸŽฅ
From what I could gather, he was dying. It was hard to tell since it felt like I was Iago himself. The only thing I could gather from Jafar concerning remorse was the kiss to the forehead. ๐Ÿ’‹

Things got vague after that... Maybe I woke up, but I don't recall.

The only thing I remember after that was seeing a bunch of people with powers counting money. ๐Ÿ’ฐ
I distinctly remember a guy who looked sandish to me that the power to decay.
What was discussed, I don't remember... Weird.

Thursday, November 1, 2018

Lust, Affairs, & Love

Okay, so this all started because I was wondering how much Brian x Lois fanfiction was out there as a whole.  However, the first fanfiction I run into is called Lust, Affairs, & Love by x-xMasqueradeAngelx-x.  I finally finished reading the thing. :lol: rvmp
Despite the many grammatical errors in there, the story in itself isn't too bad, considering I did tear-up a little from certain chapters. MEMEME - Hana Reaching + Sad
Personally, I think it's a breath of fresh-air to see Brian portrayed as something else other than a perverted horn-dog that dates women for their bodies. Tamako Kitashirakawa (That's a relief) [V1]
I would recommend this fiction to anyone that is okay with a Canon x OC pairing.
 

Thursday, August 23, 2018

Kimichi Maybe!?

Dude, I saw this and thought it was so freaking cute!
...Kimichi maybe???

Friday, July 27, 2018

Kaizen

Okay, so I'm trying to do some work, but there's a term that kinda sticks out to me...

"Continuous improvement, or kaizen, is the implementation of a large number of small, incremental improvements in all areas of the organization on an ongoing basis."

I can see kaizen being this ability for Digimon where a Digimon that has it improves in all areas permantintely but at the disadvantage of not improving at all if it isn't compelted...
What do you think?

Sunday, July 15, 2018

๐ŸŒ  The Twilight Saga ๐ŸŒ 

๐ŸŒ  The Twilight Saga ๐ŸŒ 
FMovies [w/ Personal Commentary]


๐ŸŒ‘ New Moon ๐ŸŒ‘
FMovies [Semi-Bad Audio]


๐ŸŒ‘ Eclipse ๐ŸŒ‘


๐ŸŒ… Breaking Dawn ๐ŸŒ…
FMovies, Part 1
FMovies, Part 2



Thursday, July 12, 2018

What Helga Made Me Realize

Yes, was looking around at ArnoldxHelga stuff on Tumblr because I was thinking about the Jungle Movie... well... more specifically a certain post that I also shared...

...but mainly this little bit:
"But when she realizes that her locket may be the key (no pun intended, of course ๐Ÿ˜) to reviving the sick, Helga puts her feelings of fear and pride aside to help Arnold and the Green-Eyed children by revealing it and allowing Arnold to use it (even letting him hold it, no less) in place of the Corazรณn. By this point, even though she knew that Arnold knew the truth about her feelings, Helga didn’t seem to really care anymore whether or not he would ever return them. All that mattered to her was Arnold’s happiness. And even though she knew she was showing how vulnerable she was by revealing her locket to Arnold, which showed him (and to Gerald) that she truly loved him (Arnold), Helga still did it because she felt it was the right thing to do. If she didn’t do this, she would probably never forgive herself for being so selfish and inconsiderate in Arnold’s greatest time of need.
Besides when she secretly helps him find Mr. Hyunh’s daughter and to save their neighborhood, giving up her locket to wake his parents is arguably the greatest moment when Helga has helped Arnold and selflessly put his needs and desires before her own. If that isn’t love, then I don’t know what is. ❤️ ๐Ÿ’•"

At first, I wasn't sure why it moved me to tears but after that reality sunk in... not only did I appreciate this fandom a bit more, I had an important reality about myself... a kind that usually wouldn't even come through cartoon characters...

You see... I think the reason why I was bothered so much about all this is because of the selfishness that I mentioned in my now popular Meiko Mochi-SUE-ki post... I didn't realize until now that the reason why I feel kind of empty from time to time is because I still, in my own little way, put my own feelings before anyone else's even if it wasn't intentional.  I made a point about a fear of catering to my own needs, but I see that I still have a lot of work to do... and while I couldn't see myself in Helga, I do now.

What's even scarier is that I feel as if my whole relationship with even God himself was more of a fireman relationship instead of genuine love.  Sure, my father wasn't the best role model in that department, but I'm fucking twenty-three... for someone who's lived two decades, I sure suck at maturity.

Anyway... unless I care about someone just because I fucking want to... I doubt I'm going to go anywhere relationship-wise...

Thanks for hearing me out...

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Forgotten Nostalgia

Forgotten Nostalgia
An ArnoldxHelga idea
The more he realizes it was her all along... the farther away she becomes...

Never Change

Never Change
An ArnoldxHelga idea
based on this picture 

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Moonshine

Mario
Moonshine
A LuigixDaisy fiction
 
"Luigi? Doing that? That's moonshine."
Everyone knows Luigi as the timid, taller brother of the famous Mario.  After meeting her for himself during a tennis match, Daisy was tempted to come to the same conclusions.  However, things that she remembered Luigi saying and what others have said about him don't add up.  If he has a good relationship with his brother, and he has nothing against anyone, why in the world does she see so little of him outside of all this?  After all, he had to be doing something to cover the time Mario was spending with Princess Peach.

What Daisy finds out is that the moonshine, or foolish talk, is actually coming from everyone else due to being content with what they've heard.  Luigi has a secret that even blew her mind: the famous green-capped fellow is actually a talented violinist that has been playing at an expensive club that stars such talent.

What even Luigi didn't know is that, despite his great talent with the violin, there's more behind the reason why he doesn't want to tell anyone that he's doing this to get over his dead parents (whom even till today he hasn't gotten over): the fact that the ones responsible for their death in the first place actually cursed the violin he's been using (hence why he's overly attached to it, even to keep it out of the hands of his brother).  With this information on hand, can Daisy save the man that she loves from himself?

Why Are We Looking At Disney So Hard?

In the middle of the night, of all things to be thinking about, I've noticed that (especially when it comes to LGBT stuff) if people aren't making a fuss about how the Bible doesn't support their choice of lovers, than Disney isn't doing a good enough job representing such a small minority.

I can already hear the argument for this one... that let's be honest... unless Disney is some kind of fucking cult, why are you trying to get it to change to your wants?  Because they are famous?  More importantly, why the fuck are we even looking to Disney period as a role model or as alternative parenting? 

This kind of logic pissed me off as much as petition to make bigger princesses (to make them more "realistic"): why the fuck do kids have to look at princesses as role models?  I'm sorry, but I see a something really messed up with people turning to fictional characters over real people as role models or forms of inspiration.  To a degree, I get it alright?  But if they are looking more to fictional characters than, say, maybe their parents to know how to live and how to act, then it's no wonder why our world is so fucking upside down.

...I'm sorry... it's the middle of the night, and I'm ranting...

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Movie Dream... And Feeling Like ๐Ÿ’ฉ

Perhaps I want to see my family back together more than I thought....
You see, I had a dream last night about driving to the cinemas with my entire family.  Why I knew the entire family was there, I don't know, but I sure didn't doubt it or give it any second thoughts.
While we were getting there, I saw a bit of Incredibles 2, or at least I thought I did since I don't remember a scene where everyone was going to McDonalds to get food and Dash was trying to get names and what everyone wanted rather impatiently.  I think his dad reminded him that he had forgotten to take a test.  With the same impatience, he ran off, came back with an old man who had his test, took it rather quickly, and handed the paper back to the old man, who was impressed.
When we got there, however, it was kinda dark, because it was nighttime.  I don't remember too much except a few things: a poster for a Lego Spiderman Movie (with a chick with brown hair also in a white Spiderman suit - I only know that she had brown hair because that part of the mask was cut out) and a couple of strange looking actors when we got out of the car.  I even heard some of the plays going on as they were going on the stage... for some reason, we went through the backstages, where everyone who gets ready for plays are at.

Anyway... now that that's over... I think Dash's impatience was my own guilt from Friday.  I had an attitude that day and I still feel bad about it.  I have an idea of what came over me, but that doesn't excuse my shitty behavior, does it? ๐Ÿ’ฉ

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Vampire: The Masquerade

๐ŸŒŸ DeviantArt ๐ŸŒŸ GaiaOnline
Okay, so I've been trying to find some information concerning an old table-top game that I remember running across a long time ago.  If anyone can tell me what they know about Vampire: The Masquerade, be it lore, etc, then I would be grateful.  All I ask is that you limit the information strictly to the table-top game and not the video game variation.

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Dream [6/28/18]

Funny I don't remember much of it.
I saw some Destroyers from Dragon Ball Super, but they all looked like Beerus.  I think there were seven...
Then I was trying to get bases for something?  Something else happened after that which distracted me from my goal.  As I went down a flight of white stairs, I ran into John Silver (from Treasure Planet) who was surprised about my alarm but was willing to help me out.
In the end, when I went back to my room, the bases I was looking for were plastered as pictures all around my room.  Sure, they weren't that many, but still there.
Odd, right?

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Crossover Idea

So I had this idea running around in my head, but I cannot see myself ever doing because the fiction would take too long and I don't have the materials to make the videos.

Jasmine has been cursed by the sorcerer Jafar, who longs to take her to be his own.  To make sure of this, he puts a curse on her so that every man she gets close to other than himself would fall under some ill fate.  

One drawback to the spell: not only can the spell be broken by her true love, but said true love would be indicated through not befalling the said ill fate as other men.  

Since Jasmine has a brother (in this story, it is Aladdin), she is terrified that something horrible will happen to him if she spends too much time with her only living relative.  So, she spends most of her time either trying to keep Aladdin off of her trail (since he's persistent in finding his sister) or using her curse to get rid of evil men.

On her journey, she stumbles upon a castle, which she didn't know was still inhabited (the Beast, or Quasimodo, whichever is more befitting) by a creature terrifying in appearance.  At first, he's mad at her for intruding in the first place, but he later takes pity on the woman and he lets her stay.  They eventually grow fond of each other, fall in love, and Jasmine forgets her troubles for a bit until after she realizes that she's fallen for him.  Remembering her curse, she becomes distraught and comes clean with her beloved about her curse and everything.  He also comes clean that he too is cursed.

Meanwhile, Jafar has found Aladdin and decides to get rid of him through drowning, conveniently near the castle.  What Jafar doesn't know is that mermaids live in that area, and it is Ariel that saves Aladdin from drowning.  They become immediately infatuated with each other, but the stay is short, as Aladdin wants to find his sister.  This makes Ariel long for legs so she can help Aladdin.  She tries to find someone who might be able to give her legs, but (without realizing it) asks the same man who was trying to drown the very man she saved.  Jafar goes along with Ariel's request in hopes that by Ariel going to Aladdin, Aladdin would lead him to Jasmine.

Aladdin does find Jasmine at the castle, after a misunderstanding about him being an intruder, but Jasmine is still sad about an ill fate befalling the one she's in love with.  Aladdin points out that it usually takes about three days for that to happen, and because nothing has happened to him, he might be her true love.  Encouraging her to confess, Jasmine agrees.  Meanwhile, Ariel, now with legs, is found on the beach near the castle.  To celebrate both reunions, they have a party.

The party is stopped short, however, when Jafar steps in and confesses to have used Ariel to get to Jasmine, which he says that he won't leave without her.  This leads to a fight that destroys the castle, but Aladdin is still shocked that Ariel trusted Jafar, the source of great grief.  By then, Ariel's legs are gone and she's back to being a mermaid, heartbroken by Aladdin's last words to her that indicated the assumption that he didn't love her anymore.

As for Jasmine's relationship, the man that fought for her almost dies, but the not only is her spell broken by Jafar's defeat, but the man is healed and restored to his normal form (Hercules).  As Ariel's cousin, Hercules points out to Aladdin that she probably got her legs out of love for him, and he should listen to the voice inside of him that's been telling him to go look for her, because he obviously loves her too, given the way he talked about her.  Aladdin admits he needs help from Hercules, and they go to Zeus, who not only finds Ariel, but gives her her legs back.

Taking it as a sign of forgiveness, both apologize for their errors, and live happily ever after.

Saturday, June 9, 2018

The Great Gatsby




 



Letting Some Stuff Off My Chest

I'm just going to take a minute or two to get something off my chest...
I've got to be honest, I'm not really happy with myself with how I handle stress, much less my temper.
To add further to this confession of honesty, I realized something about myself today... whenever I get stressed out, I cry.  Go ahead and call me a crybaby if you want, but it's either that or getting angry, and I don't like being angry.  So much so, in fact, that I can't remember a time where I haven't turned my anger on myself because I was ashamed of that emotion.

Why am I saying something about it now?  I suppose it has something to do with being aware of having this same problem for years, and it still not being resolved. I wonder if I still have the problem because I haven't done anything about it or because the only one who can truly solve my predicament has decided that the best course of action is to take this slowly.  I'm used to being able to just solving matters right then and there and just being done with it, but so is the price I pay for working in fast food customer service for as long as I have...

Today, I was about to give in comparing myself to someone else's anger, and that I shared in his bitterness because we were so much alike.  If it had not been for the fact that the difference resided in ignorance (in my case, the lack thereof) then I would have believed it.  Nonetheless, the way my negative feelings stresses me out even more.  It is not the fault of inanimate objects that I feel the way that I do under tense situations, so there's no need (nor any point) to take it out on them.

Isn't it weird that when I need that fidget cube the most, I use it even less?

Why do I even bother closing the register a little harder, or smack myself in the face with a little more force if I know that in the back of my mind it is all in vain?  Is because for that split second in time I know these things can take it?  Is it because of the fact that I did these things in the past that it adds up to the errors of today?  What would be different if I had just balled up my fists and made myself bleed instead of something else around me?

The more I sit back and reflect on everything, the more I realize how patient God has been with me, and now he's extended that patience to those around me.  Those who understand me understand too well, and for the record, I'm just not used to that.  I'm not used to people being able to get where I'm coming from.  Heck, I expect the polar opposite!

As I sigh from the headache in my brain and the broken glasses on my desk (now held together by the sheer will of God and some super glue), there are only two things that I'm certain of:
One, only God can change me now so I don't become the very thing I want to avoid.
Two, this process is very slow... and no one can take the next step but me...

Thanks for hearing me out guys... I needed to get that off my chest...

Friday, June 8, 2018

One Dream or Two? Still Involves Dad

Now that I think about it, it could have just been all one dream...

I was at the cinema with my family and exactly why my eldest sis wasn't there with us, I don't know.
I think mom and dad went to go see one movie, my second eldest and youngest sis went to go see what I think was Zootopia 2 and I went to go see something I didn't even care about.  Heck, I cared so little about my supposed movie of choice that I left to get a look at what Zootopia 2 was all about.  Again, my "movie of choice" I don't remember anything about.

Anyway, we all finished our movies and left.

As we were in the parking lot, which its setup reminded me of an old church I used to go to, I took notice of a staff my dad had in his hands.  After being allowed to hold it, I gave it a closer look, only to notice the small hook on the end of it.  It was more well-rounded than usual shepard's staff, so it might have been more of a crook instead of an actual hook.  Nonetheless, one look at that thing told me something in my gut: that my father was either Moses or he was about to do something a lot like Moses.

Exactly why I got so upset in the dream from that revelation, I wasn't sure, but my mother was super calm about having to go with him for whatever he needed to do.  I spent the rest of the dream pointing out many impracticalities, such as where my little sister was going to go since she wasn't living on her own yet.  I think that I was already on my own at this point, so I'm guessing my two other sisters were doing their own thing as well, which makes me wonder why they didn't say anything about all this as well.

Now that I got all this down, I wonder what compelled me in the dream to protest in the first place.  I mean, let's suggest for a minute that my dad did, in fact, have an assignment from God - shouldn't I just be happy for him?  The more I try to think about it, I wonder if this dream had any meaning... ah well...

Monday, June 4, 2018

Previous Topic: Digimon Tri

Current topicDigimon Tri
BE PREPARED FOR SPOILERS!
1. The Decent Stuff
4. Meicoomon 

Pocahontas, John Smith, and Some Weird Future

I had another... vivid dream.
All I remember about it was that Pocahontas and John Smith were not only reunited, but Pocahontas shows John Smith two other people who speak English.  I think it was a bear and Dr. Strange?  Just as how the bear was monologue about the place they were at a more technologically advanced future, the dream ended.
Honestly, I have a bit of a headache from it...

Sunday, June 3, 2018

CHILD WARS! THE PEDOPHILE AWAKENS!

And no, I don't mean this pedophile...
I mean an actual pedophile.
I'm sorry to say that there are there are some pretty bad people out there, 
and SimbaandPonies happens to be one of those people...
Well... at least that's what his name used to be.
As of my knowledge at this point, 
the current account being used by this pedophile is BabsSeed4590.

If you are skeptical about the accusations against this user,
then you're more than welcome to visit WolfChalk's journal entry about the matter,
or perhaps even go to Coffeequake's entry that started the other entry in the first place.
Basically, there's plenty of evidence against this guy.

IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT YOU MIGHT KNOW
ABOUT THIS SICK INDIVIDUAL
THAT MIGHT BE EVEN THE SLIGHTEST HELP
PLEASE LET US KNOW! 

Account History on Pedophile
[ Pixel ] Gravestone1 - F2U Matteo-Alvarez
[ Pixel ] Gravestone1 - F2U BabsSeed4590   
Death 

UPDATE [6-4-18]
His BabsSeed4590 account has been removed.
However, that doesn't mean he might strike again.
For those who actually want to know who this guy looks like...
WARNING! HE'S NOT VERY APPEALING TO LOOK AT!
FOR THOSE WHO CAN STOMACH THIS, PLEASE KEEP AN EYE OUT!

Death

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

The Steve Milkos Show: He Made You A Prisoner

The Steve Wilkos Show
He Made You A Prisoner
Woman marries a man whom, after only a short time after the marriage, begins to accuse his wife of cheating... all over a stain in the bed.  Since then, he's set up small traps over the house, doing anything that might prove she's cheating.  For the sake of "clearing the air", they go to The Steve Wilkos Show for the truth.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Chapter 10: this bee's loving face...

This is a post from someone else I wanted to share...

One of the reasons I've slightly put off this chapter is it's a difficult chapter for me to watch or think about, since it's so loving offensive on so many levels.


Patrick comes home to see Vanessa totally having an affair with this loving bee. Now I know that different people have different standards for "cheating". I mean, her lips aren't around his penis, but this is about 92% of the way there. They're sharing dinner alone together at Vanessa/Patrick's place without Patrick, and without even letting Patrick know, while they make the creepiest loving goo-goo eyes at one another (while Blue is sitting in Barbie furniture that Vanessa has for some reason). There are red roses on the table, naturally. Vanessa, of course, made dinner for Blue and they're celebrating and by the way, that's why I thought the case was over last time, when it actually wasn't. The resolution is dumber than Ray Liotta hating Jews. But I digress! [Read More]

A Monster Mom!?


As I was looking around at some clips across the vast universe that is YouTube, my stomach turns as I type all of this, because the horrors of all of this do more than just break my heart, and I can't even begin to explain how I feel about all of this.

For now, monster, as the title of the episode suggests, would have to suffice.  If you've watched the clip all the way, then I'm sure you understand?

Anyway, for any of you who have come to this post through the link I sent from the comment pages, I'm sure you're as curious as I was about the follow up on this woman, specifically Neka Gordon.  I have reason to suspect that I may have found her Facebook, but the best lead I've got on that is how both women are wearing the same exact glasses, so a thousand pardons if I'm wrong.

Thankfully, I was not the only one wondering what happened after the show, as someone on Yahoo asked about the same thingAccording to a post on BabyGaga, the baby from the show is still living under the same conditions.  To make matters worse, some of these so called professional websites really don't help things: White Pages didn't offer much, and neither did a thread I found on BabyCenter.

I can say this much though with more confidence than I've said about anything else of this whole affair - she had another kid, she still has custody of them (because where she lives, they can't afford to take them from her), and one of her kids died despite being an infant.  You can find the obituary here.

"LANCASTER: Nevaeh Marie Shafer 5 month old infant of Lancaster, Ohio died Saturday, January 12, 2013 at her residence. She was born on July 20, 2012 in Lancaster, Ohio to Michael E. Shaffer, Sr. and Neka R. Gordon." - Nevaeh Marie Shaffer Obituary

"She had another baby that died under mysterious conditions in 2013. You can Google her name and see the babies obituary. Neka Gordon. The babies name was Neaveh Shaffer . According to her it was sleeping on the couch cushions and just died."

Now that I've gotten this off my chest... I need to go lay down...


Monday, May 21, 2018

A Messed Up Theory For A Messed Up Movie


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Yeah, remember that movie?
The movie that sucks but yet ironically catchy to enough to talk about
because it can literally bother you that much?

I think some of this has to do with me being sick of talking about Digimon Tri, but some of it also has to do with plot holes that weren't really answered.  To be honest, I don't think it really matters... except in the department of messing up for me an already messed up movie.

If you happen to be reading this and have experienced occasions where you'll come up with disturbing questions by paying too close attention to useless details, then you'll understand how this theory came to be.  For those who don't, I blame this on myself for allowing the Bee Movie to be my movie of choice as background noise as I was cleaning up my room.

So what minor details was I was looking a little too deep into that lead to this mess?  Vanessa and Ken's relationship.  I suppose for the sake of Barry's crush on Vanessa, their relationship was pretty rocky from the beginning, as Vanessa and Ken seemed to have been dating but Vanessa seemed to not be able to stand Ken's presence from time to time.  For a while, I didn't give much thought as into how serious the relationship got... at least until now, when I saw the following scene.

So what does Barry have anything to do with this aside from being the last choice of argument before Vanessa breaks up with Ken, inevitably meaning that Vanessa cut ties with her boyfriend over a bee?  It really wasn't so much Barry himself that caught my attention here, but rather what he was sitting on.

By normal logic, one would think that Vanessa just got the pieces from Amazon or some thrift shop for this scene and that would be no problem.  However, there is one other way that Vanessa could have had these things in her house... and it would have to be from her just having these things around long before she met Barry.

I mean, freaking heck, later on when Ken slips into the bathtub, you see a freaking duck.


Now, universe-speaking, it could have just been Ken's duck to further emphasize just how much of a "baby" he is and how much Vanessa really doesn't need Ken in her life.  However, that little table set and the duck lead me to a messed up question...

Were Vanessa and Ken expecting?

Look, as much as I wish it wasn't so, the world today has thrown marriage and sometimes commitment (as a whole) out the window when it comes to having babies. I even went to school with a girl who eventually got pregnant before she graduated, so I've seen some of this stuff first hand (please don't ask me if that relationship is still kicking because I didn't get involved, although I hope they are).  There's no doubt that there's lots of drama to go around when it comes to relationships, children, and even stuff as simple as which kids are biologically connected to who, least we wouldn't have dramas like the Maury Show.  As much as the reality of these things make me cringe, I'm not going to delve too deep into this part of my theory because that's not the point of this post - just understand that being born out of wed-lock is a very sad, but common, reality.

Maybe Vanessa hasn't given herself to Ken yet, but what's the likely-hood of that?  I suspect that the more serious Vanessa and Ken got about their relationship, the more down-hill it went.  Vanessa, the only one in the relationship to have a steady job, not only had to worry about Ken, but about the child on the way too.

What about the bump that is on all pregnant women?  In truth, I honestly think that not only is Vanessa at the beginning stages of her pregnancy, but Barry B. Benson will be dead long before she has to deliver - after all, according to Buzz About Bees, male bees, or drones, only live up to about four months if they don't screw their queen first, which by mating with said queen would kill them.

I'm probably thinking too much into this, as I have a horrible habit of doing things like that... but I really really wanted to get that off my chest...

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Two Dreams!?

Man, last night was odd, but in an interestingly entertaining way.  Basically, I remember dreaming twice, but each part not having much to do with each other.

The first part was being in one of those huge playgrounds that used to be set up in McDonalds.  Ironically, and now that I really think about it, I was reminded more of the play place in a skating I used to go to more than anything else.  I was playing a game with some people I couldn't see because it was so dark, but I felt in my heart that out of all those people, one of them was my sister.  The objective of the game was that I say a work, and people on two separate ends had to think of a synonym.  Once the synonym was said out loud, they had to beat me to the slide that was in between us before I reached the slide, which basically meant they had only a couple of seconds.  I remember playing this game pretty well, but I don't remember sleeping long enough for the outcome.

The second part was something that felt like a game.  Princess Peach I remember seeing a few times, but I distinctly remember Princess Daisy and a few other princess I didn't recognize, although I imagine they were made up because one of them looked like a Piranha plant with hair.  There was some mission that we were supposed to do because we ended up crossing worlds because it got to a point where not only was Jack Frost and Elsa involved, but it was made to be a good idea that they should be together.  During the last fight of the dream, however, Elsa was killed, I think.
Then something else happened that revealed some of the necessary princesses, like Princess Daisy and those others I mentioned earlier, and it ended up being this crazy match in the skies that had nothing else except a really dark gray dragon surrounded by stone that blasted fire everywhere.  It wasn't so easy to kill, but I can't remember if we actually beat the thing.

Anyway, I wanted to be quick about this because as soon as I wake up I end up forgetting even some of the most epic dreams and I just really wanted to talk about this one.

Till next time.

Thoughts on Tri: What This Says About My Fanfiction (Accepting Questions)

At this point, now accepting questions about the Thoughts on Digimon Tri series 
and/or anything concerning Digimon Tri.

Digimon - Crest Of Kindness 

Now that my personal opinion about Digimon Tri has reached its end, time to talk about what this says about the fanfiction I'm running with RyokosDetermination, KellyK-Chan, & shinu8P.

For pairings, there isn't much to be said.  Fact is that no official pairings are made except what was already established in Digimon Adventure 02 and even then it's only Yamato and Sora.  In this department, there is less that I'm going to have to stress over when that time comes.

And truth is, this series has a lot and I mean a lot of plot holes.  For writing, this might be a good thing since this will give me room to cover up said holes.  However, this also means a lot of uncertainty, but I will worry about those bridges when it comes time to cross them.

So basically, I'm more stressed about plot holes than anything, but until that time comes, I'll be accepting questions and try to respond to them the best way I know now.

Until then, God bless you all.

Craig of the Creek S1E04: The Final Book

Craig of the Creek

Friday, May 18, 2018

Thoughts on Tri: Plotholes & Questions

SPOILERS GALORE!

Digimon - Crest Of Light

And now, before I get into the fan fiction department of all this, I'm going to close all of this out with a bunch of random questions about Digimon Tri.  Most of the questions either deal with plot holes that were noticed throughout the anime and/or rhetorical questions. Like every other post before it, if there is anything else that I can think of as I go along, I'll update the post.

  1. What does Alphamon have anything to do with this?  According to Wikimon, it says that Alphamon worked for Yggrasil, but that makes no sense - he attacked Meicoomon early in the series that forced the first appearance of Omnimon.  So what if he was in battle with Jesmon after the reset?  It doesn't add up, and proves that Digimon Tri cared more about drama than it did plot.
  2. What happened to Himekawa Maki?  I can see you guys trying to tell me at this point that she's dead because of the Dark Ocean or something, but it still doesn't add up.  Yagami Hikari went to the Dark Ocean too and she's still kicking.  I'm assuming this has to do with her connections to Homeostasis, but really?
  3. What did Yggrasil get out of the reset?  I know Himekawa was counting on it for the sake of her long lost partner, but was this just one of those things that we were supposed to assume?  Plus, if there was anything to get out of it for Yggrasil, why did Himekawa let them go?  She didn't target Meiko after that, so that's another set of questions.
  4. How does Taprimon's sacrifice equal the loss of the bond he had with Himekawa Maki? In Digimon Adventure 02, Wormmon clearly dies in sacrifice (almost the same way Taprimon does) to give Daisuke's partner a much needed boost to defeat the enemy at that time.  However, not only does Wormmon come back, but he's able to evolve and remember.  If this is how Digimon Adventure 02 treated the relationship between partners, then how is Maki any different?  Is it because that Taprimon couldn't regenerate? They never explain how a reset could have solved this, much less how that voids the bonds of partners.
  5. Just how far does the reset go?  I could be wrong on this, but even if it was four years ago, what does that say about the Digimon of the 02 kids?  Was the reset all the way to the beginning, at least to the time Maki was a Chosen Child?  If that's the case, then what does that say about Yukio Oikawa's sacrifice and his partner, Datirimon? Canon confirms that by Oikawa's death meant the death of Datirimon, so are they nothing but data now?  What about the Four Holy Beasts that were even made possible by Taprimon's sacrifice?
  6. Why didn't the 02 kids get affected by the reset if they were in the Digital World?  Taichi freaking found them in the Digital World with Daigo!  Why didn't their life support get screwed over by the reset?
  7. Where are the Digimon of the 02 kids?  I know you don't give a crap about them, but they are still canon.
  8. Why didn't Yggrasil (aside from confirmed future canon) didn't just kill off the 02 kids instead of just confining them to unconscious life support?  Universe-speaking, Yggrasil doesn't give a crap about humans, so why even keep them alive, if you weren't going to turn them on the 01 team?  Was the whole life support thing Maki's idea because she didn't really want to cause bloodshed to get to her goal, or was this just a poorly thought out idea?
  9. How long ago was the disappearance of the 02 kids, and why didn't any of the 01 kids give a crap about they were gone until the appearance of the Digimon Kaiser?  Hikari and Takeru are in the same grade as Daisuke, at least, so don't give me that crap.
  10. Why was Digimon Tri so focused on the drama instead of the plot?
  11. Why was Digimon Tri inconsistent about minor details, such as potential ships and moving with the fanbase like the wind? 
  12. Will Digimon Tri get any sequals? PLEASE DON'T! JUST, DON'T, OKAY?!
I probably have more as I think of them, but this is all I have for now...
Finally, like the series, it's all over...

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Thoughts on Tri: Himekawa, the Organization, and Yggrasil

SPOILERS

Digimon - Crest Of Hope 

For those who haven't bothered to see Digimon Tri yet, the organization in question that helps the Chosen Children is the same place Himekawa Maki works for... or she has them under her thumb because she decided to work with Yggrasil?  I suppose we're supposed to assume the later, in a way, but point is that it's not really clear.

So the reason why the Organization has anything to do with the Chosen Children, aside from their mission (again, never really explained) is that Meiko's father works for them - yay! More Mary-Sue points!  The only things that they do definite is join Yggrasil through Maki on the account of a lost friendship and deliberately withhold information from anyone that might be wondering where the 02 children were.

Here is where I'll give points to all of this: Himekawa Maki and Nishijima Daigo being two of the Original Chosen Children before the appearance of who we know to the Chosen Children was a good touch.  It gave Maki a personal motive to push the reset and Daigo a reason to hesitate, because he always seemed to have the best interest of the Chosen Children in mind despite his orders.

In mention of what I said before, of course Yggrasil would abuse Maki's desires in order to get his end game: that's typical bad-guy behavior.  However, out of everything else that isn't made clear, why would Yggrasil want the reset, or at least allow it to happen?  Did he just want to dwindle the power of the Chosen Children, but to no avail?  Was he counting on the reset giving all the memories to Meicoomon so she'll become too strong even for the Megas?

To put it plainly, this is just another pool of plot holes... but at least they tried to make it interesting...

The Secret of Nimh



Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Strange Dream

The dream was basically about me being able to know the future and being ignored by the people involved in said future... all the Disney princess and their princes (although I oddly remember only Cinderella).  Because they ignored me, they think it's my fault, so they tried to kill me.  At the end of it all, I remember being in a white building (also capable of turning people into portraits, I think) going on this spew about because they didn't listen to me, I was going to allow the ill-fate to happen to them.

Thoughts on Tri: 02 Children

SPOILERS
Digimon - Crest Of Faith
Can I be the first to say that I think Toe Animation, or at least the people who were on the board for making Digimon Tri, had some kind of consuming hatred for the second team?

If you want to see any and all appearances of the 02 kids, prepare to be amazed!


I KID YOU NOT! THIS IS REALLY ANY AND ALL SCENES THAT THE 02 KIDS HAVE!
Toe Animation has proven that they've been able to animate a lot better than what they did in the past, so why wouldn't they possibly animate these kids beyond mere shadows?  My best guess is that they were either too lazy or simply didn't want want to.

A friend told me that a lot of the West hate the 02 kids with a passion.  What irritates me is that not only has Toe Animation made a story based upon the most popular fanbase, but did it by throwing characters under the buss and giving them the middle finger, all while doing this by belittling them to nothing more than shadows.

On one hand, I get it, okay?  There's only so many characters that can be on set at a time, least you wouldn't have glorified rehashes like Kung Fu Panda 3.  However, if they had at least animated them, then it would have made their absence borderline bearable, okay?

Toe Animation obviously hates what they did in Digimon Adventure 02, but did you really have to be so obvious about it?

In speaking of being obvious, in ironic/potential hate towards Digimon Adventure 02, am I the only one who thinks that they are guilty of just repeating what they did in the past?  I kid you not, instead of an awesome battle scene with Omnimon Merciful Mode, they just have him slash a the screwed over Meicoomon just like how Imperialdramon Paladin Mode did with Diablomon when he became Armagemon.

If you don't believe me, I'll be more than glad to share both scenes with you: read em' and weep.


Moving on...

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Thoughts on Tri: The Chosen Children

SPOILERS

Digimon - Crest Of Purity

The Chosen Children
Might as well cover them all at once.

Digimon Crest - Courage ๅ…ซ็ฅž ๅคชไธ€ Yagami Taichi Digimon Crest - Courage
And so, our Fearless Leader... or, well... more like Fearful Leader
Apparently everyone has a small problem that they need to deal with throughout Digimon Tri, which I think contributes to their evolution somehow (the never explained "looking into the darkness and going beyond it" prophecy)... and the problem is that while everyone else can get over theirs in a couple of episodes, it takes Taichi the entire series to get over his.

So what's the big issue that requires the entire series for him to get in knots about?
Taichi has issues about being a Chosen Child, or at least the repercussions of being a Chosen Child.  When they were in the Digital World, they didn't really think too much about the destruction of property.  Now that all the battles are in the human world, he's hesitant to continue his role as leader, which is basically what the whole "the more I grow up, the less I understand" stuff is all about.

Now, in a way, I think I get where Toe Animation was going with this.  However, all of this is really out of the blue - there was nothing except the after effects of all this that explains why Taichi is feeling this way.  Maybe if he and the other Chosen Children gave a crap about where the 02 kids were the whole time, then I would get why even the most inkling bit of fear would suddenly arise from the one who bore the Crest of Courage.

To put it plainly, Taichi really strays from what he represents, and just like Meiko, he comes in right at the last minute.

In speaking of Meiko, what the heck is going on with this TaichixMeiko ship?  Why was Toe Animation even pushing for that ship, or any ship at all with either Taichi or Meiko?  Throughout the whole freaking anime, both characters are clearly emotionally unstable.  Sure, they are there for each other, and that's endearing to an extent, but what does that say about their relationship?  Do they constantly have to be in turmoil in order to be okay for each other?  Heck, the Taichi that Meiko met wasn't even really Taichi, but an emo counterpart.  To add insult to injury, I cannot think of anything under any circumstances that Meiko was actually a help to Taichi - it was always the other way around.

So basically Taichi wasn't himself, and that TaichixMeiko ship needs to sink like the Titanic.

 Digimon Crest - Friendship ็Ÿณ็”ฐ ใƒคใƒžใƒˆ Ishida Yamato Digimon Crest - Friendship
I think that out of all the characters in Tri, Yamato was the most susceptible to this hollow plot.
Truth is, out of everyone else, next to a few other characters, he was the one I most agreed with.
My biggest issue is that he was only himself when the plot called for it, such as how he was the only one to confront Himekawa about where the 02 kids were, although even then that didn't lead anywhere.  The only thing that it all seemed to lead to is him eventually becoming leader for a very brief amount of time (I'm glad Taichi doesn't die, alright?).

Digimon Crest - Love ๆญฆไน‹ๅ†… ็ฉบ Takenouchi Sora Digimon Crest - Love
As a whole, Sora being a mediator isn't really annoying - I mean, this is her childhood friend and her boyfriend that are usually doing the arguing, so it makes a lot of sense.  However, she seems to be one of the top two people of choice when it comes to rushing to Meiko's aid.  Now, as characters, not doing this would totally be out of character (and it's a breath of fresh air how Sora tries even a little bit to encourage Meiko to be stronger) but I still find it annoying anyway.

The only other thing I can think of that I found really annoying is how Sora's the victim of a love triangle that I thought was settled in Digimon Adventure 02... you know, the Taiora/Sorato triangle... and sure, this part of the plot fades away as if to pretend it didn't exist, but it did, and we're calling out Toe Animation for that.


Digimon Crest - Knowledge ๆณ‰ ๅ…‰ๅญ้ƒŽ, Izumi Kลshirล Digimon Crest - Knowledge 
I really didn't have a problem with Izumi in Digimon Tri - in fact, aside from that temporary crush he had on Mimi (that also faded into nothing because, idk, fanbase?), Izumi was super cool.  My only issue regarding Izumi is how little the team thinks of him as a whole.  Sure, he gets briefly mentioned, and I think they take him a little bit more seriously now, but it's still not all that great.  Even when Joe forces him to get some sleep, Sora is the only one to call and Taichi briefly mentions him to Meiko in hopes she'll talk in Confession.  Even after all this, Meiko never apologizes him.

Look, I get it, alright?  Izumi isn't one of the top three Chosen Children and he's too level-headed for drama.  I just think that even from the beginning, he's been underrated, and I'll just leave it at that.

Digimon Crest - Purity ๅคชๅˆ€ๅท ใƒŸใƒŸ Tachikawa Mimi Digimon Crest - Purity
Digimon Crest - Reliability ๅŸŽๆˆธ ไธˆ Kido Jล Digimon Crest - Reliability 
Truth is, I don't really have any problems worth mentioning about these two.  Their star scenes were in Determination and they played it really well.  I can go into another spew about how inconsiderate the team has been as whole, but I won't.  The only thing I will say is that for someone who bore the Crest of Sincerity, Mimi really lacks in that department to anyone else except Meiko.

 Digimon Crest - Hope ้ซ˜็Ÿณ ใ‚ฟใ‚ฑใƒซ Takaishi Takeru  Digimon Crest - Hope
Takeru as a character isn't really bad, but I think he's also a victim of plot, as what happened in Digimon Adventure 01 repeated again on a larger scale... you know... because of the virus.

Digimon Crest - Light ๅ…ซ็ฅž ใƒ’ใ‚ซใƒช Yagami Hikari Digimon Crest - Light
Hikari seems to be her usual self, but the only thing that confuses me is why she said she couldn't forgive Taichi in the end when he returned to his original self.  It might have been a compassion thing, but still.

I'll save how I feel about the 02 kids for another post

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