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Friday, July 27, 2018

Kaizen

Okay, so I'm trying to do some work, but there's a term that kinda sticks out to me...

"Continuous improvement, or kaizen, is the implementation of a large number of small, incremental improvements in all areas of the organization on an ongoing basis."

I can see kaizen being this ability for Digimon where a Digimon that has it improves in all areas permantintely but at the disadvantage of not improving at all if it isn't compelted...
What do you think?

Sunday, July 15, 2018

🌠 The Twilight Saga 🌠

🌠 The Twilight Saga 🌠
FMovies [w/ Personal Commentary]


πŸŒ‘ New Moon πŸŒ‘
FMovies [Semi-Bad Audio]


πŸŒ‘ Eclipse πŸŒ‘


πŸŒ… Breaking Dawn πŸŒ…
FMovies, Part 1
FMovies, Part 2



Thursday, July 12, 2018

What Helga Made Me Realize

Yes, was looking around at ArnoldxHelga stuff on Tumblr because I was thinking about the Jungle Movie... well... more specifically a certain post that I also shared...

...but mainly this little bit:
"But when she realizes that her locket may be the key (no pun intended, of course 😝) to reviving the sick, Helga puts her feelings of fear and pride aside to help Arnold and the Green-Eyed children by revealing it and allowing Arnold to use it (even letting him hold it, no less) in place of the CorazΓ³n. By this point, even though she knew that Arnold knew the truth about her feelings, Helga didn’t seem to really care anymore whether or not he would ever return them. All that mattered to her was Arnold’s happiness. And even though she knew she was showing how vulnerable she was by revealing her locket to Arnold, which showed him (and to Gerald) that she truly loved him (Arnold), Helga still did it because she felt it was the right thing to do. If she didn’t do this, she would probably never forgive herself for being so selfish and inconsiderate in Arnold’s greatest time of need.
Besides when she secretly helps him find Mr. Hyunh’s daughter and to save their neighborhood, giving up her locket to wake his parents is arguably the greatest moment when Helga has helped Arnold and selflessly put his needs and desires before her own. If that isn’t love, then I don’t know what is. ❤️ πŸ’•"

At first, I wasn't sure why it moved me to tears but after that reality sunk in... not only did I appreciate this fandom a bit more, I had an important reality about myself... a kind that usually wouldn't even come through cartoon characters...

You see... I think the reason why I was bothered so much about all this is because of the selfishness that I mentioned in my now popular Meiko Mochi-SUE-ki post... I didn't realize until now that the reason why I feel kind of empty from time to time is because I still, in my own little way, put my own feelings before anyone else's even if it wasn't intentional.  I made a point about a fear of catering to my own needs, but I see that I still have a lot of work to do... and while I couldn't see myself in Helga, I do now.

What's even scarier is that I feel as if my whole relationship with even God himself was more of a fireman relationship instead of genuine love.  Sure, my father wasn't the best role model in that department, but I'm fucking twenty-three... for someone who's lived two decades, I sure suck at maturity.

Anyway... unless I care about someone just because I fucking want to... I doubt I'm going to go anywhere relationship-wise...

Thanks for hearing me out...

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Forgotten Nostalgia

Forgotten Nostalgia
An ArnoldxHelga idea
The more he realizes it was her all along... the farther away she becomes...

Never Change

Never Change
An ArnoldxHelga idea
based on this picture 

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Moonshine

Mario
Moonshine
A LuigixDaisy fiction
 
"Luigi? Doing that? That's moonshine."
Everyone knows Luigi as the timid, taller brother of the famous Mario.  After meeting her for himself during a tennis match, Daisy was tempted to come to the same conclusions.  However, things that she remembered Luigi saying and what others have said about him don't add up.  If he has a good relationship with his brother, and he has nothing against anyone, why in the world does she see so little of him outside of all this?  After all, he had to be doing something to cover the time Mario was spending with Princess Peach.

What Daisy finds out is that the moonshine, or foolish talk, is actually coming from everyone else due to being content with what they've heard.  Luigi has a secret that even blew her mind: the famous green-capped fellow is actually a talented violinist that has been playing at an expensive club that stars such talent.

What even Luigi didn't know is that, despite his great talent with the violin, there's more behind the reason why he doesn't want to tell anyone that he's doing this to get over his dead parents (whom even till today he hasn't gotten over): the fact that the ones responsible for their death in the first place actually cursed the violin he's been using (hence why he's overly attached to it, even to keep it out of the hands of his brother).  With this information on hand, can Daisy save the man that she loves from himself?

Why Are We Looking At Disney So Hard?

In the middle of the night, of all things to be thinking about, I've noticed that (especially when it comes to LGBT stuff) if people aren't making a fuss about how the Bible doesn't support their choice of lovers, than Disney isn't doing a good enough job representing such a small minority.

I can already hear the argument for this one... that let's be honest... unless Disney is some kind of fucking cult, why are you trying to get it to change to your wants?  Because they are famous?  More importantly, why the fuck are we even looking to Disney period as a role model or as alternative parenting? 

This kind of logic pissed me off as much as petition to make bigger princesses (to make them more "realistic"): why the fuck do kids have to look at princesses as role models?  I'm sorry, but I see a something really messed up with people turning to fictional characters over real people as role models or forms of inspiration.  To a degree, I get it alright?  But if they are looking more to fictional characters than, say, maybe their parents to know how to live and how to act, then it's no wonder why our world is so fucking upside down.

...I'm sorry... it's the middle of the night, and I'm ranting...

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Movie Dream... And Feeling Like πŸ’©

Perhaps I want to see my family back together more than I thought....
You see, I had a dream last night about driving to the cinemas with my entire family.  Why I knew the entire family was there, I don't know, but I sure didn't doubt it or give it any second thoughts.
While we were getting there, I saw a bit of Incredibles 2, or at least I thought I did since I don't remember a scene where everyone was going to McDonalds to get food and Dash was trying to get names and what everyone wanted rather impatiently.  I think his dad reminded him that he had forgotten to take a test.  With the same impatience, he ran off, came back with an old man who had his test, took it rather quickly, and handed the paper back to the old man, who was impressed.
When we got there, however, it was kinda dark, because it was nighttime.  I don't remember too much except a few things: a poster for a Lego Spiderman Movie (with a chick with brown hair also in a white Spiderman suit - I only know that she had brown hair because that part of the mask was cut out) and a couple of strange looking actors when we got out of the car.  I even heard some of the plays going on as they were going on the stage... for some reason, we went through the backstages, where everyone who gets ready for plays are at.

Anyway... now that that's over... I think Dash's impatience was my own guilt from Friday.  I had an attitude that day and I still feel bad about it.  I have an idea of what came over me, but that doesn't excuse my shitty behavior, does it? πŸ’©

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